wee grub

this past week
i was
really sick.
being sick
when it's
beautiful
outside
is not fun
but then
add pregnancy
to the mix
and it's
really not
my cup of tea.

wee grub
has been moving
a lot...
pretty much
whenever
i am still
the belly movement
action begins.
grub gets to
feel
the big kicks
or punches now
and tries to
use
his soothing powers
on the belly.
grub read
that
i rock wee grub
when i am moving
about
but when i stop
she/he wakes up.
seems to be true.
or maybe i just
notice movement
more
when i am still.

we spent all
saturday
walking around
in zurich...
i wasn't tired
at all but
we did stop
a lot for
tea and cake
and
drink breaks.
i felt gulity
because
i drank
tea and coffee
with caffeine.



but i don't
think
wee grub
would begrudge me
a cup of tea
with my cake.


{jumping outtake}

xo